Settling In

Well...after a looooong trip with my parents and Ashley's dad, we finally made it to Wisconsin. We left Friday morning for Margaretville, NY to visit my grandparents there and spend a night. Then after a great evening with them, we left early the next morning for Elgin, Illinois. It was a pretty easy trip, except for gas and tolls were a pain. Then driving through Chicago traffic, bumper-to-bumper, was stressful. But we made it safely to the hotel. The next morning we left Illinois to make it to church in Baraboo that Sunday.

With alot of help from my parents, we've got the apartment set up and unpacked. I have to say how thankful I am that we were provided this home for the internship. It's a very nice place, cozy, and just a few blocks away from my favorite coffee shop :). And a big thanks to the guys that repainted the walls, I love the colors.

We've spent alot of today and yesterday exploring the area with my parents and walking around town. I love the area so much. It's hard to explain it unless you see it. But once you do, you can't help love it too. I think this next year here will be amazing :). I'm also excited to get back to a somewhat normal schedule, and get back to work. After so much time off you start to go crazy. Especially this past month I have felt kinda like a gypsy, spending much of our [Maine] home time packing up and living off of as little as possible, then spending a weekend on the road with all our belongings. It's nice to be settled down and to relax and feel like you're at home.

So you will definitely see more posts from us later after we get some more stuff together. I'm sorry I haven't really been taking pictures (I don't know whats wrong with me) but I stole some from my father and my husband and a couple I took to atleast give you something to look at. (Also sorry, they are mobile pictures lol).

Al Ringling Theater

Downtown Baraboo

Gary, Indiana

Cleveland, OH

Al Ringling Theater in Baraboo

Chicago, Illinois

Back to Blogging

Sometimes I forget I have a blog, and then those times I do remember I am always too lazy to type out a full explanation of why I haven't been blogging and what I have been up to since I was gone.

So, to get you back up to date.. Let me first tell you this: We have decided to take the internship! We will be moving out October 26th to Wisconsin to spend time there in ministry for a year. We're very excited (not so much for the drive) and so thankful we were granted this opportunity. So now we have a little less then a month here in Maine trying to spend time with as many people as we can.

With that said, we have been filling our spare time with various activities and cool stuff. Ash left his stinky, tiring, boring job at the mill and has been helping out with some handy work for other people. It's been nice having him home :) Recently I've gotten more into photography. I was nervous for the longest time to try and go bigger with it, mostly because I didnt feel I was good enough. But after doing a couple more shoots I started to gain confidence. Now I'm booking sessions like crazy and investing in better equipment to keep up. Here's some of my work..

So if you had told me 4 years ago that I would be married, moving to Wisconsin, and starting my photography business, I would have thought you were crazy. God has surely blessed us and done some amazing things in both of our lives. It's been a very interesting time and I'm always looking forward to seeing what happens next :)

Where We Go

If you've read my last post then you already know we're taking on a one-year ministry internship in Wisconsin. You can read about it here.

Its hard for me to put into words my thoughts without thoroughly thinking them through so I try to blog about it but I'm terrible at keeping up with it. But with all this new stuff happening I have to share it with someone...

I can't explain how excited I am that we have been presented with this opportunity. There are certain [typical] fears I have concerning this internship, but there is a confidence that far outweighs them all. A peace I can't explain. Wherever God calls, we go. I'm writing this and I havent even gotten on the plane to visit yet. You must think I'm crazy. But I think the reason I'm most excited is to see my husband grow. At first I was excited for the general idea but after thinking about it my appreciation for this opportunity grew quickly and I was eager for what God has in store for him. I love him dearly and to see him exert all his energy and time at a mill building cabinets knowing that you're not doing what God wants has been a burden to bear.

It has been awesome just this week so far to have him home with me (I work part-time now). He smiles a little differently now. I enjoy it so much :)

Thank you for all your prayers and keep it up, please! :)

Update from the Szostaks

Where do I begin? I'm terrible at starting these things off...

A lot has been happening in this past year or so. A lot of options and possibilities have been coming our way and has sparked some thinking. After Ash and I got married we've been toying with the idea of moving but wasn't sure where or when. We've been praying about it for almost two years now that God would reveal His plan for us and what we should do, whether it is to stay where we are or rather place us somewhere else. It's not that we desperately want to get away from here. We love our family and friends and our location here (minus the snow), we just feel that God wants us doing something else. We've grown up in this town the majority of our lives. After being here so long you start to become too comfortable and used to the way things are. In a way it drains you.

We've had some very tempting offers and ideas. Some of which are still a possibility. But one of the offers that came up about a year ago was the idea of an internship. A good friend who's very closely involved in the program introduced us to it. It's a one year opportunity in which we will be placed and mentored within a healthy church under good leadership and be taught and given the chance to grow spiritually. This was what we were looking for, but we still had some doubts. For a while we also contemplated the idea of moving to New Hampshire. We have some very close friends there and the same kind of opportunity. We wouldn't be far from home either. So, in a pickle we were.

After some period of time waiting and praying about it, we gained confidence about the internship. New Hampshire will still be there waiting for us, in fact I think it will be a great place to settle down :). With that said, I trust in God. I trust that this is the right decision, and I trust in that peace I have and that same confirmation in Ash. I also pray that God will make a straight path for us, no matter where it takes us.

After a long time of praying and waiting on God, there are two verses that somehow always seems to come hand-in-hand, both which have given us confidence...

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. ¹²  Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. ¹³  You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart.
-Jeremiah 29:11-13

⁵  Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
    and do not lean on your own understanding.
⁶ In all your ways acknowledge him,
    and he will make straight your paths.
-Proverbs 3:5-6

We fly out September 6 to go visit and meet and greet everyone for a while and see the area. It's located in Baraboo, Wisconsin. (I think it's a cool name). We're excited about it and hope for great things. I guess that will be our final deciding point. For now, we are preparing ourselves for whatever decision is made. So please pray for us and God's will to be done and revealed. Thank you guys for your love and concern and support. We will keep everyone up to date as we go along :)